Here is a lovely song, sung by a beautiful man with a beautiful voice.
Although I have never liked using the word love when it came to my personal life I do believe that when I do find a wonderful man, I fall too fast and too hard.
There are many men I find attractive. Many that are funny or witty. Some who are true gentlemen.
I find qualities in many guys I know that I like about them, bookmarking that I would completely happy if they pursued me. It's not how most women are when it comes to men but in my experience whenever I find one that seems unbelievably perfect, there is always one flaw; he never sees me the way I see him.
I guess with my system I have set myself up to settle, which I know should never happen.
I pray that one day I will find one of these great guys who has realized I am pretty neat too.
Back to reality, I know that I am on my mission and I shouldn't be thinking about men. In my defense, when I vented this I still had 17 days till I left. Can't kill hopes and dreams for a mission. But I will put them aside for a while because if I serve faithfully and worthily Heavenly Father will bless me.
Oh and have yourself a lovely Christmas!
